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Untitled K3 by daylightwritings, literature

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Untitled K3

I want to feel loved. I don't need anyone to survive, but I want to feel loved. Why does it feel like you don't care about me anymore? Like some texts and a measly phone call is enough. Like seeing you once a week is enough to say that adding another day is too much. You play video games every day with your friends because you say it makes you happy. If I can't make you as happy as stupid Skype calls and button clicking, why am I even trying? Why do I even try to console you when you're hurt if I know all you need is to play a game with your friends - the friends you barely even try to see in real life anyway. I wish you wanted to see me. I

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Untitled K2 by daylightwritings, literature

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Untitled K2

I'm sorry I'm not good for you who was I kidding, anyway? We fell fast and I thought you were the one. I read what she did for you and I wonder why I can't be anything even close to that. I don't make you a better person like I should. I'm a constant nagging, needy burden in the background. Why can't I just help someone? Why can't I just be selfless for once? I grew up thinking I was the nice one; thinking I was the one that could help people; thinking that I always put others before myself. What a lie. I do all these things without thinking about how it affects others. I do these things to make myself feel better. I shut others out

Passive Goodbye by daylightwritings, literature

What I'm Stuck With by daylightwritings, literature

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What I'm Stuck With

I'm sorry I'm selfish and I'm stupid and I get stuck on thoughts like these. I'm sorry I'm lazy and I don't do what I say and I'm sorry I have what I have - someone else deserves it much more. I'm sorry this is probably frustrating to read and I'm sorry I'm so annoying. I'm sorry that I've written a list of things that are wrong with me and that this barely scratches the surface. Oh, and I'm sorry this doesn't have a happy ending.

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Bus Ride Writes

I don't know what I did to deserve you guys I don't know why I am where I am Why I do what I do How I met who I met Or how to thank each of you for personally saving me from myself. When I get upset with myself, it doesn't go away easily No one knew that but I'm becoming more open That was a thing I would cry about late at night A thing I would do to myself and could probably still do. Very easily. I don't know what I did to deserve friends like you Who will go out of their way to help me To cheer me up Who actually seem to love me even though I'm not a great person I don't know what I did Or what I should do But for now, I have an anonym

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Untitled by Gale-OneOfMany, literature

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Every kid wants to believe they are something special. That they have super powers or are going to be famous. I guess I wanted to believe the same. I never wanted to be president or a rock star or anyone famous. But I always wanted to be special. I dreamed of being brave enough to do what needed to be done or having the ability to help someone in trouble. Even now I still pretend like I can save someone. Like some tiny part of the world depends on me. An illusion of grandeur I suppose. I didn't used to dream of being famous, but now I find myself wishing that someone would notice me. I just want someone to know that I existed. I want to

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Jan 21
Canada
Deviant for 11 years
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I started enjoying writing when I was forced to do poetry in high school...

I started this deviantART account when I realized that I really like writing, I wanted to share it, and I wanted to get honest feedback. At the time, I thought that this was a platform that I could share my work on at get helpful reviews and feedback on. Now, it is much more than that for me - it is an outlet (as you can probably tell from the evolution of my work). Sharing my thoughts and experiences through story and poetry is still a bit nervewracking, but the fact that this is my pretty-much-anonymous account is liberating at the same time. Maybe one day I'll post my real name or I'll share this with people I care about in real life... but until then, this is my secret hideout.

Oh, and my real name starts with "K" in case you were wondering where that came from.
+ I forgot why I called this daylightwritings, but now I feel like it's kind of pretentious... but last time I checked, I can't change it (and if I were to change it, I would have no idea what I would choose). I also ramble sometimes.

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Emily Carr

Favourite TV Shows

Friends, The Big Bang Theory, Modern Family, Suits

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LIGHTS, Marianas Trench, Twenty One Pilots

Favourite Books

The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho

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pen and paper... oh and watercolour but that's another story.

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daylightwritings

Feb 11, 2016

I'm baaaaack! Kinda, maybe, sorta, we'll see.. err nevermind.

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daylightwritings

Feb 24, 2015

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I miss being on here.  I keep being too stressed or too tired or too lazy to write things when really writing is one of the only things that keep me sane.  It's like therapy for me. My computer or my notebook is always there to listen when I need it.  Anyways you'll probably be seeing a lot more journal-type writing things.. not artistic at all, more like venting because I'm an internally dramatic person.  Let's just say I'm not very artistically inspired right now, with school and all. I'm trying to sort out my priorities and passions and things but I keep getting distracted and I keep getting tired.  Every day, no

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daylightwritings

Dec 1, 2014

you used to

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you used to be the one person that would notice when something was wrong.  i used to be able to hide sadness from anyone but you, and you would somehow find a way to make me feel better - even if all it was was recognizing that something was wrong.  i didn't want to grab attention from others or make others sad, but that would just make it worse because it felt like i was hiding it away. now when we talk on the phone and i'm not happy, you don't seem to even notice.  maybe you do notice, but you just don't care enough to say anything about it.  maybe talking about it would take too much of your precious time that you'd rather just not deal w